Merry Xmas

Hello all, Christmas day blogger here, funny old xmas for me, after the ayahuasca fuelled trip that was Peru I decided not to do anything for xmas, which has left me chomping at the bit, this is the first time in 5 years I've been in the western world at xmas.

Ho hum, still I got some trannying in, at the weekend I flew to a friends to go to a wedding, that was great fun and I got for the second time compliments on the dance floor. Well sort of compliments, forgive the boy side for a second, but I'd just bought some new clothes, and dammit I looked bloody good, then a girl I'd not met before summonsed me onto the floor and after few mins the following conversation ensued

Her: So unusual to see a guy who can dance
Me: Hey thanks
Her: But you are gay aren't you
Me: No
Her: oh come on you are so gay
Me: No I'm not
Her: Not even Bi?
Me: No piss off
Her: but you can dance and you look great


That was not the first comment like that I got that night, the bride wanted her hair down, and I got stuck into pulling out the hair clips which I love doing, it's like a treasure hunt, 'Oh you are so gay' said the girl who was also digging out the clips (for the record 83 clips) hmph!

Oh yeah the trannying, well the day after the wedding I had free so I had booked up a meal and theatre and had warned my two RG companions I would be doing it as Gillian, they are totally cool with it. On the way I got a call from the lovely Jenny Jackson who was at a loose end, so as a nice surprise she was able to get tickets to the show too. What a lovely night, good company, good theatre and me in a skirt, happy sighs and it felt just soo sooo natural, you really do forget that this is an evil terrible thing to do sometimes.

Sometimes you can't get away # 2

Officially freaking out right now, my gob is well and truly smacked. I just got an email sent to my boy account and on the cc list was the email of Karol Cross. I only saw it as I deleted the email and thought 'was that a Karol with a K?' so I pulled out out the trash and there it is Karol Cross. So I'm freaking and mailed her to find out the connection, then couldn't wait, so texted her and then gave up on all that and called her.

I posted this about my ayahuasca trip and the girl I mention at the end - Kellee - is the same Kellee as here

I'm just sitting here shaking my head, I can't believe this coincidence. Wow this ayahuasca is some wierd stuff :>)

Wow wow wow.

and again

WOW! I wish I still smoked.

Sometimes you just can't get away

Days without cigarettes - 217
Days without wine - slurp!

Theres not been a lot blog worthy in Gillians world of late, some minor wearing of girls clothes. I had to get a photo of me in the chemise Linds got me for my birthday. How cool is that? not only did she buy me it but she actually wanted to see me in it too!.

Today I got an email from a friend I've not seen in a while, she'd started a new job and met someone we both used to work with. Conversation turned to people we used to work with and the ex and I came up and then my friend said the 'prying' started. "So why did they break up because I've heard some very odd stories' . 'Odd' sighs, slumps shoulders. I've known so many cool people of late I've forgotten that in some circles I'm a figure of fun to be gossiped over. It doesn't hurt, not really, but it does make me a little sad. I don't feel any need to set the record straight on why we did break up and I don't particularly care what this person thinks of me, I'm just a bit disappointed in her.

My friend who we'll call Kirsti (for that is her name) scored full marks by cutting the pryer short "Well I think it's their business and I don't think people should be speculating or having an opinion when the only people who really know are them". See what I mean about the cool friends? Kirsti knows by the way, I told her before I left the UK and she was, as I expected, cool about it.

and now I think I shall go and wear a dress.